Well now my SO of over 2 years decides we need to take a break until I am stable and healthy again. And wants no communication with me. I've been calling emailing and texting him because I cant help it. but i am freaking out here! I will see him this weekend when he brings all my stuff to my parents house, but this is so hard for me.

Oh dear I am so sorry to hear about your misery and that you are suffering from your relationship breakdown. It is very tough. You do say that he has gone 'until you get stable and healthy again' What are you suffering from? I think that this is where you focus should be. He has not said he is gone for good, there is a chance for you to get stable and healthy again and then I am sure he will be back like a shot. Without knowing what is wrong it is a bit hard to say but if you the power to get healthy and stable again through your own efforts, this suggests that it is not a medical illness. Please keep writing and keep strong and show him that you can get back to what you were. We are all here for support you.

I am sorry to hear that you are going through a very rough time. I think that you need to be showing this guy what he is missing! Get it together and show him what a great girl you are. The best way to show someone how much you are worth is to believe it yourself, you have obviously been through a rough time but now you need to remember the strong person you are before and get back there, somehow. Keep in touch!